Lost 😞

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Sorry to post again I’m just having a bad day! My son has been the 4th taken into care now, my eldest was injured and I don’t know how or by whose but the judge couldn’t rule me or his father out, I thought this time would be different it’s been 8 years since I had my last child and I’d been allowed unsupervised care of my niece for 3 years but I’ve just found out the LA didn’t do a proper risk assessment for this I’ve had a negative psychological assessment stating I need to have therapy (not been told what therapy) I have suffered with depression most of my life but managed it well before all this how long can my son stay in foster care if I need to do the therapy before he’s home? im waiting on a report about my resolution assessment by an Isw which is due this week what are the chances that she recommends he comes home with the negative psychological ? I feel like my support network is going to ****, I’m so scared I’m gunna lose my son I can’t go through it again I’m barely holding it together on weekends when I don’t see him, I’ve tried to stay positive throughout this whole thing getting his bedroom ready for him to come home to but I can’t do it anymore I feel like I’m lost honestly don’t think I’ll survive if he doesn’t come home and tbh I’m not sure I’d want to